i'm so tired

 I fee like messaging all the amazing people I always wanted to message and talk to them. I have been feeling the same way since 4 hours . Jut scrolling through all my social media handles and reading old messages and crying . Old messages about people being grateful for me and missing me. No one writes me these days though. No one has written to be for the past 6 months. No One Is Grateful For Me. 

The year ends today and I have no one who'll actually be thankful for me this year. I am in no ones memories , not even mine. But I guess its not our moment yet  losties . Life isn't booming for us, yet. 

But instilling this mindset seems hard. All we want is love , don't we?   I hope it reaches soon , sooner than ever. 

Be grateful for yourself this year losties!!

hands to hold onto 

smiles to share with 

clicks of the shutter 

just waiting for us two 

Or even more 

I guess 

I just want to be 

I want to be someone's 

I want the we 

Well I just need 

to be needed 

more than ever before 

I want you 

Happy New Year 

~Hot Chocolate from another just  lost soul ☕👻

   i'm so tired - Lauv , Troy Sivan